No end in sight!

I feel so close but so far away to having this baby!

Still a lot of movement, but not many contractions.

I would be willing to bet $10 that Beck is not going to arrive by Tuesday.

Due dates are really estimations after all, right? 

For the first time this pregnancy, I had an emotional break down.

 I'm not proud to admit it and it is rather embarrassing.

Yesterday I decided that I would get all dressed up and

take pictures of myself in my backyard.

Beck is due in 5 days, so why not get some good quality pictures while I still can!

I spent almost an hour getting my hair perfect,

picking the right outfits and accessories.

I grabbed the camera and headed outside.

I spent an hour taking picture after picture hoping that the more I take,

the better chance I have of getting a really good picture.

I came in the house and had a lot of pictures to look through

and I had some really good ones.

Today, I decided that I would open them up in Photoshop

and play around with the colors.

As I transferred the files from the memory card to my external hard drive,

something wasn't working right.

I knew that something was up and I should save the pictures elsewhere,

but didn't listen to myself.

I was determined to save these pictures to my external hard drive.

It took triple the amount of time to transfer the pictures than it normally should.

When I went to open the folder, I saw that half of the pictures were now corrupt

and could not be opened.

I had already deleted all of the pictures off of the memory card.

I stared at the computer screen in amazement, disbelief, and frustration!

Can you feel all those emotions at once??

Before I knew it, I was crying.

I was trying to text Jon and tell him what happened

and I couldn't even see my phone screen.

I lost half of the pictures that I spent so much time and effort taking yesterday.

The majority of them were my favorite pictures.

My only irrational emotional outbreak so far this pregnancy.

Hopefully it is the ONLY one I will need to experience.

Here are three of the pictures that I got and actually liked.

Here's to hoping that Beck will arrive soon for all of us to see!!